tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8811429385352970182024-02-07T06:21:58.456-08:00Cre8tive CowgirlA first hand account of a cowgirl's adventure in the arena of life!cre8tivecowgirl@gmail.comhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14458193093118636736noreply@blogger.comBlogger488125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-881142938535297018.post-77966451815289364772013-05-19T06:08:00.001-07:002013-05-19T06:08:23.233-07:00What Do You Bring on the Road?Yesterday's post really got me thinking about what I haul around for creature comforts and how much of that do I really need? <div><br></div><div>My downsizing, simplifying and clutter clearing is underway. I can't say I've stopped buying altogether but I've gone a month without adding any new items to my wardrobe. Ive bought music and books, all digital, nothing that takes up room. I'm actually looking forward to digging in and clearing out, whenever I get consistent days to do so. It's not looking very promising right now, hopefully June will present some open days?!? </div><div><br></div><div>I am curious, what are the creature comforts you are willing to pack along? Do you go light, or full on, depending on the activities? What things come with you no matter what? </div><div><br></div><div>Of the trips I've taken since February I never leave home without: sunglasses, iPhone (which has music, which I have to have!) Kindle, fleece jacket, comfy shoes, MacBook, tea bags, essential oil blend. </div><div><br></div><div>If I have the luxury of a little more space, I bring my pillow and tie dye blanket (helps make a crappy beds and/or floors more bearable), pottery mug and loose tea (which I prefer over tea bags), books, and art journal supplies. I realize the Kindle could alleviate the hardcovers but I thoroughly LOVE the feel of a page between my fingers, it's all in the aesthetics. </div><div><br></div><div>I travel a great deal of the time. This is part of why I'm on a quest to simplify. As much as I go, I want to be able to clean and organize less and enjoy my time more when I am home. I know I can do without a lot, but I do feel a sense of comfort with these items along. They can make a slow day pass more enjoyable or help expand my mind and thoughts if I am stuck on a pickup for hours on end. Adding a little food and water, and a few essential clothing items, I could pull off living on the road for several months. (That is actually my goal by the time I'm 45. More on that later!)</div><div><br></div><div>So PLEASE share, what are the items that bring you comfort on the road? I am excited to hear and.....maybe you'll give me some ideas of what I'm missing! </div><div><br></div><div>Happy Trails! </div><div><br></div><div><br></div><br><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjz5rSz2l6HMf6tSsVQe_ITiMMLJOOl7DmIYDT76_YdwanXGQz2AwZEyPGkSJq6_bIivtRVuUkvlRT6uZ8Yqmp2VpZmI9VmLOER5coN5u5m26FnwQZSqEI99AjCnn7x4HEFaoxWX8eya8g/s640/blogger-image--1436144351.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjz5rSz2l6HMf6tSsVQe_ITiMMLJOOl7DmIYDT76_YdwanXGQz2AwZEyPGkSJq6_bIivtRVuUkvlRT6uZ8Yqmp2VpZmI9VmLOER5coN5u5m26FnwQZSqEI99AjCnn7x4HEFaoxWX8eya8g/s640/blogger-image--1436144351.jpg"></a></div>cre8tivecowgirl@gmail.comhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14458193093118636736noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-881142938535297018.post-3017454125494502132013-05-17T10:51:00.002-07:002013-05-17T10:51:45.419-07:00On the road again....<br />
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One of my goals is to stick with one bag. It's a well known fact that I love bags (and shoes). It may also be well known that I'm on a mission to significantly downsize and release the majority of my possessions. My current challenge is that I am not home long enough to really tear in and clear out in the way I want to. </div>
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Weekends have found me packing up and rolling out, which certainly feed my three tree energies (love to move, discover, explore and be on the go!) This, however, is not conducive to clutter control and organization unless the system was in place BEFORE I left the house. My system is to quicky ditch my every day weekly bag for a larger weekend bag. I need (and want) to stop doing this. I have a tote for every activity but it sticks out in my mind that it would be a whole lot handier to have an all purpose bag. And of ALL the styles I've tried, I have yet to find one that wins the "All Around" title. </div>
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I rarely carry a purse anymore. Instead I've gotten all I need into this one. Back in 2010 on a visit to Disney World, I bought this little Dooney and Bourke wristlet. It was wayyyy more than I had ever spent on a tiny purse so I was determined to use it. This is the ONE item that I have carried with me daily, which is in an of itself a miracle since I tend to change purses, bags and totes like the weather. I have both glued and sewn it. It holds a cell phone, card organizer, lip balm, essential oil blend, Tide to go mini stick, cash, advil, receipts and sometimes change. </div>
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This however is what I am working with presently....The things that go with me on a daily basis: bamboo utensils, re-usable towel, tea bags, journal, pens, Kindle, sunscreen and....not shown here, watercolor crayons, colored pencils, washi tape and journaling supplies. I also tote around the latest issues of both Taproot and Kinfolk magazines. (Sometimes I still like to touch pages of whatever I'm reading!)</div>
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I realize that I could downsize significantly in terms of what I pack around. This will likely be the LAST area I tackle on my minimalist journey. I am often in a place where I'm waiting on my kids, at a rodeo or a ball game or whatever and I ALWAYS want to have something to be doing! This weekend I'll be at a two day junior high rodeo event. This will give me some times to catch up on art journaling and writing. I'm working on another article submission for Amulet, THE COOLEST MAGAZINE I'VE SEEN IN A LONG TIME! I am thrilled to be included among some very talented, wise, gorgeous beings. I'll have a special post and link to share. </div>
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I've tried a lot of totes but I am really open to suggestions so if anyone happens to have a great, all purpose bag in mind, please share in the comments below or leave a message on Facebook! My two main requirements are lots of pockets and durability. I tend to be pretty hard on bags, they get tossed in the back of a messy Subaru, thrown in a horse trailer, drug around to various seating locations, sometimes get spilled on or in and on occasion, get slept on. </div>
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In the meantime, I guess I'll repack. On a bright note, the clothing/closet purge that I engaged in during April has been wildly liberating. My clothes were packed in less than 5 minutes! That FEELS GREAT! I still have a ways to go but the clearing has created wonderful creativity and freedom. </div>
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May is here officially but you can't tell that by looking out the window! It's cold and blustery, all the more reason why you will not hear me complain when the temp soars above 100 this summer. I don't like heat but I despise cold, wind and dreary vistas even more.<br />
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I've had some wonderful feedback and invitations to offer decluttering services, which I am seriously contemplating. Let me just say that it would be MUCH easier to go into someone else's space and clear out because I'd have no sentimental attachments. In fact, if anyone wants to come here and make claims on anything, I'd probably be willing to let a lot more go out the door. I can't say the same about my family, they think I've lost my mind. I'm running into some serious resistance. (Little do they know what I have in store for this summer, inset evil laugh). Up next, when the time opens up for it will be to go through the rest of the kitchen cupboards, drawers, and pantry. I'll move on to the laundry room and office, Pryce's room and the shelves in the living room. Though you can't tell it by the current appearance I am LOVING the space that previous efforts have brought through. Yes, the cookbooks are still piled along the south wall but they've created space for coffee and the few to-go cups that we saved. We are down to four. One for each adult and two extra for friends that join us for Ranger Tours in the canyon. We are all about full service and hospitality.<br />
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This post however is NOT about clutter clearing and downsizing. I wanted to write about 9*Ki (one of my favorite subjects). I write about it from time to time, post about it on Facebook and offer personalized reports for clients and friends each month. It is something I use every day and refer to often for life planning as well as helping me make sense of what goes on within and around me.<br />
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The ki energy this month will officially change around the 6-7th of the month though it is common to start "tapping" into our new energetic locations right about now. The ki "flavor" changes every month, offering us opportunities, lessons, observations and discoveries. Eight earth is the guiding influence for May. Eight focuses on personal change and transformation. The symbol is that of the mountain and more specifically the core, the innermost aspect that no one sees. It is here we create, within ourselves, the changes we want to experience in the outer world. The energies, cave like, surround us and nourish us at the soul level. Collectively this is a good time to look at areas of our lives that we want to rework; habits, patterns, beliefs, and practices are all up for grabs. Have you been wanting to start an exercise program? What interests caught your eye? Perhaps you've been thinking of a new place to live or a new career that you'd like to follow up on. Now is the time to "put it out there". Since the governing element is earth, think of this month as "seed planting". Remember that the earth element tends to move more slowly than other ki energies so this is certainly a station to exercise patience within.We may not see immediate results, instead slow, steady/consistent workings are what bring desired intentions to the surface.<br />
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And for the rest of the Ki eneriges...here we go:<br />
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1 water: you move into the seven metal location. This is a great time to finalize plans and projects, organize, clear out excess, align energies and come to center. Take care of details (no matter how time consuming or annoying). The idea here is to "clear your desk" and create space for next month when you work directly with the energies of personal change and transformation. This is a prosperity station so its a good time for money and positive opportunities to come in!<br />
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2 earth: You'll be working in the 8 earth location for the month and 8 happens to be in the center so this month could be busier than it normally would be. With an earth/earth combination you'll want to make sure to keep moving as stagnation can creep in. Do things to challenge yourself this month; do things to challenge yourself this month, step outside your comfort zone and get moving! Select a less than supportive habit and replace it with a positive one. Simple steps will get you where you want to be.<br />
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3 tree: time to party!!! You move into the fame and reputation area so this month will be full of movement and excitement for you. You are on stage so what you say and do will be on display for everyone. Think before you speak and act, make your words count and make sure your actions are in alignment with who you are and what you are about. Align with fire energies to highlight your passion and life purpose.<br />
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4 tree: This is your month to take a break! The water energies are usually a little more quiet though you are in your home station more this month so you'll still be on the go. Water is a conductor so use this time to clarify your plans, path, and purpose. Go with the flow, relax, unwind and rest.<br />
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5 earth: Relationships are the focus this month. The one we have with our soul and the connections we keep with others are all up for renewal, revision and or release. This is a grounded energy to work with; good for planning, sorting, organizing and working with details. Don't expect immediate results instead focus on what you can do right now. If you are in the mood for romance, this is your month!<br />
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6 metal: Get ready to move and shake! Your energies are in the 3 tree location. This is a place where you'll be able to put ideas into action. Exploration, discovery, creative ventures and boldly stepping out are all supported here. Three invites us to be bold and step outside of our comfort zones. Align with your throat chakra, it's time for your voice to be heard.<br />
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7 metal: Four tree houses your energies this month. Four fosters education, studies and philosophical approach to life. This is a good place to continue working on projects as there is much motivation available. Plans are subject to change so stay flexible (a bit of a challenge at times for those with metal elements!) Look at opportunities as adventures, ditch the to-do list and do something fun!<br />
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<br />cre8tivecowgirl@gmail.comhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14458193093118636736noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-881142938535297018.post-86994552465778640772013-04-29T19:22:00.001-07:002013-04-29T19:42:45.547-07:00It's a blurrrrr<br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">Back in February (when I celebrate the new Ki energies each year) I created a Feng Shui based vision board. This included both visuals and written intentions corresponding to the guas. My motto for the year is “keep it light enough to travel” My focus was to release non-essential material items, to really pare down to the basics. Traveling each month has helped me “hone” my packing skills as well as streamline my possessions. After on and off efforts of de-cluttering (I still have a LONG way to go, might take a few years) I can see the results. Yesterday evening upon returning home from NYC, I was unpacked in about 15 minutes. Everything I took in the suitcase came out. This was a first, my norm is to leave the crap in the suitcase until I need it or find a time to put it away (which is usually like two weeks from when I get back). </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">One of the things that I notice (and followed since my early feng shui training is to use the “fresh eyes” that we have when we return to our normal spaces. We expand when we travel and are away from our ordinary images and energies so when we come back we can notice things that we have, perhaps grown accustomed to seeing on a daily basis. I did come back to the same mess I left, my work is far from done but it was glorious to come back to a neat, tidy and spacious closet and bathroom. One of the places we stayed was on Wall Street. It was a very “swank” hotel, sleek and professionally designed. Once we got to our room, we were shocked, The entire space, could have easily fit in my office. There was a bed, a desk, a chair, a night stand on either side of the bed. The bathroom had a nice shower, toilet and sink. All the standard things that any hotel room has, with the exception of space! Two people could NOT be in the bathroom at the same time. Everything was there, we had all we needed but there was not a feeling of, or even the illusion of space. We brought very few clothes but what we did looked like we brought an entire closet because it was all piled up everywhere. Had we brought the kids, there would have been no place for them to “bunk up” except for the hallway and that was likely against fire code. </span></div>
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You know it's time to do a little cleaning when there's no longer room on the table to eat. Sad and....true. We've been moving at what feels to be the speed of light. I am deeply enjoying the traveling and LOVING the warmer temps but neither are conducive to home keeping, clutter control or organization. I will admit that I am a "neat freak" but I'm also prone to throwing things wherever when I don't have the energy to put items away properly. I can live in chaos for only so long and THEN, I launch a focused assault. </div>
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This time though my goals are intention is skewed. I'm not power clearing, as the tradition has been. I'm taking a very slow, conscious, concentrated effort to DRASTICALLY reduce the amount of items that are housed in this space. Fellow dwellers have been warned. I've got bags, boxes, and a very LONG list of what is on its way out. Typically it takes a good two weeks to go through every nook and cranny of the upstairs and basement. This year it's going to take two months. My goal to become a minimalist (over time because my "gathering" tendencies are deeply ingrained). I've reached a point in my life where I'm not longer "treasure seeking" I'd rather enjoy the wonderful experiences.</div>
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The blue storage unit has been sold so all those treasures are going to need to find new homes as well. I'm not sure what the best way is to release it all? I'm not organized enough to have a garage sale and I am not good with pricing items; (since I bought them, they usually mean more to me than what they are actually worth.) I am ready to open the doors and just say, "make an offer" because I SERIOUSLY want to, have to and need to get rid of a whole lotta stuff! </div>
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On the agenda today is to find the bottom of my house, clear off this table and reclaim precious counter space. That will be enough of a job for today. And as always, music is what I use to motivate me. I found this super awesome Spring playlist via Kinfolk magazine http://www.kinfolkmag.com/journal/sounds-of-spring-playlist.html. Thanks to Ane Brune, I may just enjoy this terrible, awful, horrible task :) </div>
cre8tivecowgirl@gmail.comhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14458193093118636736noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-881142938535297018.post-28490860912615284622013-03-10T11:15:00.001-07:002013-03-10T11:51:12.081-07:00God is great, people are goodTrip Highlights: <br />
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Weather delay--got to stay up in the clouds for an extra 40 minutes. <br />
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Here is where faith and belief give way to trust. Getting the backpack back was out of my hands. We had most all of the cords/chargers in there, my favorite cap, books and art supplies and a pair of shoes. All replaceable but to do so would be expensive, and a real pain in the bottom. <br />
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There was a gentleman standing nearby. I described the bag and with a smile, he told me he'd been waiting for me. He handed over the backpack, I gave him a hug, my son's bank account lives another day (he who walked away from the bag will remain nameless!) <br />
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There are a lot of people, anything could've happened to that bag, but thankfully nothing did. I still believe there are good people, many, many of them are just deep down good beings. I've had the honor of meeting them. <br />
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I'm imagining leisurely mornings, sipping hot black coffee and reading these pages (I'm also in love with the pictures). My reality will probably be far different but this publication makes me hope otherwise.<br />
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If what we read reflects who we are and what we are about, I've found myself here and I like what I see. <br />
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It doesn't work as well for a lanky 11 year old boy, but it seems to have a nice give to it.<br />
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During a recent visit with my SoulStorm sisters in the
Pacific North West, I heard myself describing my usual pattern of resistance,
resistance, resistance…… fear-facing then FINALLY DOING whatever it is I’ve
avoided. This is a long standing pattern, a game that I’ve perfected and it
truly is entertaining because usually what I am avoiding is something that ends
up being pretty darned cool. Often I amaze myself in the end. I may or may not
ever return to the “feat” but the simple fact of “knowing” that I did something
that I didn’t think I could is confidence inspiring. (It sometimes doesn’t take
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I shared with my sisters that I was gifted my Grandma Ruth’s
sewing machine, which is super cool, but I don’t sew! It’s a beautiful piece
because it was hers; I know she spend numerous hours crafting and creating. She
made me the coolest Cabbage Patch-ish Kid, complete with her own clothes. I
lovingly named the doll Patience Ranae (that probably says something right
there!) Having the machine in my craft room was a wonderful connection to my
grandmother, though I never planned on using it. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Then, one Halloween, a certainl little girl insisted on
being Jessie The Cowgirl. Since she’s super tiny, no costumes fit her. I have
the ability to come up with creative visions and solutions, the challenge is
completing the details and steps to get to that vision. I tend to take short
cuts, as many as I can get away with! I could see the “perfect” costume in my
mind. I then went and found milk cow material, old pants, a brother’s white
shirt, felt, fabric paint and glue. It all worked really well until the makeshift
chaps fell off the pants. Whoops! They
were going to need stitches. Real stiches. And there sat the sewing machine. I
swear it was grinning. I avoid situations that pose much of a challenge until I
can’t avoid them anymore. This was no different. I sat down and under my
mother-in-law’s tutoring I was able to whip out one cool costume! That was two
years ago and I haven’t turned the machine on, but I know if I needed and/or
wanted to, I could do it. At this time, I don’t have the drive or desire. Maybe
it will come?!<o:p></o:p></div>
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This realization and pattern emerged when my sisters and I
sat down to create dream catchers. Our gifted, gorgeous teacher, Rachael Rice, generously
shared her support, guidance, suggestions and supplies and delicately lead her
novices in the art of weaving a dream catcher. To be honest, I was pretty
content on the bench, chatting with friends about Nine Star Ki and Feng Shui.
Oh sure, I watched, in wonder and awe, as fellow sisters spun and circled their
crafty goodness. I don’t remember who vocalized the invitation (thank you to
whoever said, “Your turn Robyn, get down here!). Having shared the sewing
machine story and recognizing that I’d put this off for as long as I could, it
was time to jump in. I’d watched a video on making a dream catcher about a year
ago and though it looked super cool, I avoided it. I prefer to learn in person
due to my non-dominant hand (and brain?!?!) This made knitting, guitar and
violin playing and anything with direction and motion a true challenge. I hear
the words, I can watch videos, I can read the words, but something gets all
combobbulated in my brain and what comes out…….is a gigantic mess! I’ll admit
it’s easier to find an artist on etsy.com who has honed her skills, I’m happy
to pay her!<o:p></o:p></div>
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What ensued is the treasured piece shown above, my very own
dream catcher. It means a great deal to
me, on so many levels. It represents the connection and synergy of amazing,
powerful, gifted, talented, generous, FUN, beaming, light-filled women who
support and inspire me. It also
symbolizes my willingness to stop, observe and shift habits, beliefs and
patterns that no longer support me. It is a visual reminder that when it is
time to stop and try something new, I know I’ll be just fine. Powerful dreams
were woven in this piece, the fact that it was hand crafted amplifies this. I
understand the magic of creation and why being an artist is an honor. In old
times, when we were less inundated with careers, technology, and chore lists
miles long, there was time for developing our special, unique talents. When the
harvest was complete, when the tribe’s welfare was ensured, beings had time to
specialize. Items weren’t bought with cash they were traded for, ensuring
value, necessity, and aesthetic appreciation.
It’s been easy for me to become a mass consumer because my time, talents
and energies were not invested in the creation of the goods I sought. I
certainly have a deeper appreciation of what I am bringing into my space as
well as a deeper level of reverence for artistic hands. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Much goodness is flowing in with the simple observation of
my patterns and the recognition of opportunities that are presenting themselves
to me. Simply saying “YES” to what’s here, taking that teeny, tiny step. Moving
forward an inch at a time and learning oh so much in the process. It’s almost
silly when I think of what pressure I was putting on myself by setting out to
take leaps and bounds. I’m good with accelerated change but I’m better with the
conscious, creative, organic process of enjoying the actual journal. It’s
starting to make sense. <o:p></o:p></div>
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What are you saying “YES” to right now? What are you trying,
experimenting or dipping a toe into? I’d love to hear and share your journey! <o:p></o:p></div>
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Small steps, I continue to take them. Varied and random, I’m
looking at the scope of my days through an entirely new lens. While I still harbor large dreams my focus of
late is simply observing the patterns I’ve created, while at the same time
allowing soft, subtle changes to roll in. <o:p></o:p></div>
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I’ve long lamented about my perfectionist/workaholic
tendencies. I realize that they’ve caused me more frustration than support. I
was brought up to work hard, push limits and accomplish goals. For a long time,
I held the belief that “nothing comes easy” and “if it is to be, it’s up to
me”. Hard work pays off. Make it happen and don’t count on anything. That
served me well enough until about three years ago. I can’t pin point the exact
moment that I realized I was completely miserable. For all the hard work I put
in, seldom did I allow myself to relax and enjoy any rewards or benefits.
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As I’ve begun the initiative of taking small steps toward
change, I’ve noticed that some of my personal instincts are in direct contrast
to what I wish to experience. The observations have been many,
though I’m still not taking gigantic jumps forward. I feel the power but for the
time being I am more focused on being aware of how I operate. I tend to gather, collect, ponder, contemplate
and have a lot of plans in my mind. I often don’t muster the energy to actually
DO anything, other than what HAS to be done. It’s funny isn’t it? I think I’m a
hard worker and that I do a lot but really, I don’t! I do more thinking than
anything and therein lies my personal challenge. <o:p></o:p></div>
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For example, I will study a subject, gather information
and ideas, collect like crazy and then I stall out. I do not actually move forward. Here's an example: I still
have an on-line art class to complete but I have all the materials ready to go.
I have a plethora of books on the subject but not one piece of art to show for
my gathering. I put it off, "I'm too busy, not in the mood, too tired, I don't want to make a mess and only have five minutes to work on it, not worth the clean up time......" You can then imagine my surprise and realization when I returned
home to find that my very neat, tidy studio had been ransacked! The picture
above gives evidence that a little artist helped herself to my stash! She
jumped in and did what I've been wanting to do, helping herself to all supplies within her reach (and tonight she showed me how
she was able to get the ones that were not, via bar stool). She’s a brave one. Without
assistance she followed her artistic muse and produced above masterpieces showcasing tracks, tape and snowflakes, (note the image of a Furby and a
pilgrim hat!)<o:p></o:p></div>
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One could easily look upon this as a child’s way to pass
time on a Sunday afternoon, though I choose to see it as much more than this.
She schools me, she inspires me to take that next step, uninhibited by petty
fears and sneaky resistance. With her example, change is FUN, easy, playful and
most of all natural. Applied to my intentions, this would look like writing to
my heart’s content, submitting articles to my favorite publications, using those
acrylics and paper scraps and simply allowing myself a creative outlet. This would be where I find the rhythm to invest my focus and forget what it looks like to anyone on the outside of my
body/being. This is the space that I’ve been wanting to jump into for a very
long time. Oh sure, I can hide behind
the excuse of being too tired, too busy, too uninspired, to sapped to actually
do anything or………I can just throw caution to the wind, pour and smear the
paint, throw on the tape, make a mess of the craft room and “play”. My daughter
is showing me how because I’ve forgotten. Someday, when she’s older, perhaps
she will fully understand the impact she’s having on my life. Her passion is
infectious, her creativity boundless, her confidence impressive. I want to be
like that. It’s not too late. <o:p></o:p></div>
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I have a portable set of water colors and a moleskin
journal. I’ve collected tons of images and ideas. My next step is to fill the
pen with water and put color to the page. It’s silly that I’m this resistant. One day I’ll likely chuckle about how far and long I’ve carried these items
around and not ACTUALLY even used them! I’m not expecting to create a
masterpiece, I feel that I’m living in one. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Today’s “One Little Step”<o:p></o:p></div>
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I’ve just barely gotten underway with my One Little Step
Project and already I am detecting shifts. I find myself continually asking
(*fun) questions and those questions inevitably lead to an invitation to a
seemingly small step. I may or may not take the step but the “seed” is
certainly planted in my mind. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Removing the FB app off of my phone and shutting off email
may be the single best thing I’ve done to raise efficiency this month. FB is a
lovely distraction and while I miss status updates I am also quite happy with
how I’ve been able to focus more on the task at hand. Setting times throughout
the day to check in was a little harder than I thought it would be so, just for
fun, I took a sip of water every time I went to look at the phone. (I drank two
glasses if that tells you something!) Today, I forgot the app was even on my
phone and I’ve managed to get a cup of tea down, it’s been quite a busy day.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Another little step was taking a walk in the rain on Monday.
I didn’t have to but I felt the need to be outside. By no means was I knocking
out 5 mile run or sweating to the ass breaker Jillian Michaels (that DVD just
screams RESISTANCE). I simply give myself the “freedom” to take a walk,
CELEBRATED the fact that I was moving and thoroughly enjoyed the mist on my
face. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Oh but what would this share be without a little resistance?! That arrived this morning when I hit
snooze….twice for the third morning in a row. I have long wanted to be a morning person but
that first step out of my bundle of covers is excruciating. I set the alarm for
an over-zealous five minutes and this DID NOT WORK. I am not even sure a 30
second little step could budge this stuckness. So I thought to myself what
tantalizing little treat would voluntarily get me out of my nice warm nest
{happily}? It would have to be something sweet, tantalizing and something I
couldn’t resist…………that’s right WHITE CHOCOLATE CHEESE CAKE! I live 5 hours
from the nearest CC factory <span style="font-family: Wingdings; mso-ascii-font-family: Cambria; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: Cambria; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">L</span>
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So tomorrow I will set the alarm for 1 minute early. I am
also going to take my shower at night to cut down on my morning preparation
time. My “treat” will be making a piping hot cup of coffee in my favorite coffee
mug and using the time I would normally be in the shower to “lazily” drink my
coffee in my still warm bed. Risky. Dangerous. FUN. Different. I’ll start with
that. In a month or so, maybe I’ll work up to five minutes and who knows, maybe
15 minutes early just to read a book, or maybe I’ll just not get too aggressive
and stick with the coffee? Slow. Steady.
1 minute early tomorrow morning.
Check. Remind me to share with you how this goes. I’m sure it relates to
other stuck areas. So I’m curious to see how they begin to unravel by tapping
here…..<o:p></o:p></div>
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Another aspect that surprised me is the amount of questions
that automatically generated themselves in my head. Instead of starting with
intentions and goals I just started writing down all the questions (working
backwards is how this feels!) This is a pretty fluid, non-linear, watery way to
go and MUCH different than how I usually set up a focused change. But then again,
few of those focused changes have gotten me anywhere long term. I start out
strong but I fade and falter. And for those who carry tree energies in the Nine
Star Ki, it is never an issue of coming up with a goal or focus area, instead
it is a matter of WHICH goal should I look at first (there are usually many,
many, many goals for persons who carry tree energies). <o:p></o:p></div>
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So another One Little Step is to shift the way I am working
with this technique. I’ve releasing the
idea of having a specific goal and calculated steps that I’m knocking out left
and right every day. Right now it feels good to simply to observe, ask
questions and choose the most exciting one to work with. I’m letting the
questions be my “bread crumbs” along this inner maze. I have zero idea where
this will lead and for the first time in maybe, say….EVER I really don’t care!
I’m enjoying the steps, the view and the personal joy emanating from each tiny
movement.<o:p></o:p></div>
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How aobut you?! Please share what steps you are taking,
small, silly, insignificant steps. I’d love to hear about them! It’s so nice to
have walking partners! <o:p></o:p></div>
<!--EndFragment-->cre8tivecowgirl@gmail.comhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14458193093118636736noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-881142938535297018.post-44489483545549239552013-01-27T13:42:00.001-08:002013-01-27T13:45:21.044-08:00Here's my One Little Step, grab your favorite shoes and join me!<br />
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My One Little Step<o:p></o:p></div>
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I started reading a book this week and even though I am on
page 85 I am already sensing the effects. I’m always on the lookout for great
self-help books (though really I need to just STOP looking and start taking
action!) *More on the book in a few! Action is what this year is about, put my
ideas and inspiration into motion. As of February 6<sup>th</sup> we’ll all be
moving into different ki energy stations. Nine star ki is the sister philosophy
to Feng Shui. It is a system that I’ve followed since 2001. I have to say it
helps a great deal to know what my monthly and year themes are; I can be
somewhat prepared rather than feel completely lost and scattered. (It isn’t a
cure all, I still have times when I feel lost, scattered and insane, the difference
is that I know when these times will end!)<o:p></o:p></div>
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This year I move into two themes that are already speaking
very loudly to me. The three tree heralds accelerated movement, education,
action, launching projects, travel, insight, and creativity. One water signifies
the potential for deep spiritual journeys, connection with soul vibrations,
self-improvement, visioning, and career aspects, art, music and writing (all
things non-linear and water begin here!). We all return to our home stations
this year, though each month will still offer us abundance opportunities for
continued growth and awareness. Though the official shift doesn’t occur until
February 6<sup>th</sup> the energies are already tangible. My next three months
are already indicative of travel: I head to Seattle in February, Las Vegas in
March, Memphis in April and Durango in June. Those are just the ones that I am
aware of today!<o:p></o:p></div>
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In terms of spiritual energies, those have always been
running like a river through my being though now the flood waters are collecting
and bubbling. And then I picked up this book, <i>“One Small Step Can Change Your Life, The Kaizen Way,</i> by Robert
Maurer, Ph.D. Oh my. Yes. This is the Holy Grail for me. Something I’ve been
looking for, asking for, wanting and needing for a LONG time. If you have a ton
of GREAT ideas but lack in the execution of them-----this book is for YOU. I am
not paid by the author and am receiving no kickbacks of any sort but Universe
if you are listening, I’d LOVE to meet this man in person and spend a <s>day </s>month
with him! <o:p></o:p></div>
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The idea is based on the Japanese technique of kaizen to
introduce, simple, consistent focused change. By taking small, seemingly
trivial steps toward a goal, we are able to override the body’s response to
fear and change. Over time, through continual application, the body relaxes and
opens it’s creativity and support, in other words we stop fighting ourselves!
We work with the body’s natural rhythm to release blocks, shut-downs and
procrastination. It’s simple and profound. It’s also my new motto. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Dr. Mauer invites readers to ask themselves questions, easy
ones, to help open the mind and bypass the natural filters and protections
mechanisms that are in place to keep us “safe”.
I started asking questions and we’ll just say the combination of the full
moon, and the pre-activation of the water and tree energies kept me up most of
the night! In fact, I haven’t been able to stop asking questions. I now have a
Kaizen Question section in my life design journal. <o:p></o:p></div>
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So this afternoon, as I was organizing my journal pages and
writing questions for career, home, body/food/nutrition/health I had an idea
pop in…….What is one simple thing I can do to be more productive, more
efficient? What could I do to inspire others, with the least amount of effort
and still be FUN. The answer came though something like this: <o:p></o:p></div>
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</span><!--[endif]-->delete Facebook Ap from my phone (done)<o:p></o:p></div>
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</span><!--[endif]-->put phone in the other room. (check it after
breakfast, lunch and dinner, then put it away again.) *I DO spend a lot of time
on my phone, I’ll admit that. I’m interested in tracking how much time I GAIN
by hiding it from myself! I’m also interested in seeing how much $ I save by
not searching for things I want (sorry Zappos, I still heart you) *notice I
phrased that in the <i>positive---time
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through my blog. I don’t know how many people read my words there but this is
where I’ll be posting. I will place a link on my Facebook page so it is easy to
find. (I am not deleting Facebook yet but I am going to be on there far less. I’ll
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I am creative and, the past, not all that consistent. That is probably why this
little book resonated so deeply with me. I like the idea of easy and
effortless. I love the idea of working with my being, and its amazing abilities
already locked within my cells. “What small little steps can I take to open
those cells and allow them to come out, dance and share?” Fun is the key here
and if this gets to be less than fun, then I’ll be moving on to something else,
soooo what the heck? It sounds do-able (which is the basic tenant of the Kaizen
technique). I’m willing to give it a try and in the process perhaps others can
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<!--EndFragment-->cre8tivecowgirl@gmail.comhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14458193093118636736noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-881142938535297018.post-2931738512818455102013-01-21T19:38:00.001-08:002013-01-21T19:38:41.707-08:00What I really loveI took this picture during a very frigid outing. Normally I wouldn't have so boldly ventured outdoors in such cold weather, but I felt a strong urge to be in the canyon, to commune with nature, fresh air, trees, earth and sky. <br />
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It's easy to set aside such subtle yearnings in lieu of unfinished items on my to do list but I'm learning to listen. Laundry will never be completely done, no matter how much I wipe the counters they will still collect dust and crumbs, a perfectly warm windless day in Nebraska, in January is rare. I might as well sped less time doing what I think I have to and more timing doing what I really love. I love gazing out across the rough grass that leads to the sanctuary of our canyon. I adore staring into the ocean of a deep blue sky, letting my thoughts drift peacefully, rolling along in the recesses of my mind. Here I find my anchor, my still point, my soul. Rumi's words echo within my heart vibrations; "Let yourself be silently drawn by the strange pull of what you really love. It will not lead you astray."<br />
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I've written a much longer piece today but due to time and wanting to spend more of it with my kids, I just wanted to pop in and say that....there's hope for those mom's who are hanging with little ones, perhaps at the end of their rope of patience and self-care.
I've long waited for the day when my kids were old enough to bathe themselves, understand my angry outbursts (more often I'm upset with myself and not them) and can get my sarcastic humor and nasty jokes.
I'm not running for Mom of the Year...and I do not live under the pretense that I'm perfect. What I am is real. I've never liked playing "toys" card games or Candy Land with my kids. Sure, I endured a few things that I knew they enjoyed but truly, honestly, I didn't enjoy it. At all.
Motherhood is a blessing. I've loved it deeply and intensely. I knew from a young age that I wanted to be a mom and I am glad I started when I was young. Not that I wouldn't have been a good older mom but I wouldn't have had far less energy.
Today we had a lovely, simple lunch. I noticed, as my children each took on his/her favorite job in the meal prep that THIS is the age that I've waited for them all to be. I've shed my fair share of tears when I put those baby clothes and toys in totes and even more tears when I look at pictures of them (that I don't even remember taking because I was so tired). But this, THIS is the age that I remember praying and hoping for at 2 am holding a screaming child. Toddler year do pass and poof, before we know it the 14 year old has a gf, the 11 year old has written his first book and the 7 year old is telling me that she'd rather work with wolves than have babies of her own some day! We talk about the places we are traveling to this year, the experiences we are most excited for. They still fight, they are even louder now but they have developed their own wonderful, beautiful, distinct personalities. They are big enough we can head out for an adventure sans 5 bags of accessories and get by on a change of clothes and enough food to keep em happy. We can find music that we all tolerate (sorry Pake, we can't stand that crap you listen to, but we love you anyway!) We talk, we laugh and we hang out....
I know this phase is but a window as well but I certainly intent to enjoy it to the fullest. I've waited a long time for these three to be these ages. It's totally cool that we've all hit our strides, we all have our rhythms and though we are all SO VERY different, we're also pretty darned close. These are my peeps and I couldn't be prouder!
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January is one of my least favorite months of the year. The cold, blah month tends to nip hard at my heart strings. It seems that spring is far in the distance and summer but a distance dream. While I love being inside and watching a gorgeous snow fall and I LOVE a hard driving rain, I do not like cold temperatures. In fact, after Christmas season it'd be just fine if we could fast forward straight to April!
Today the clouds broke open and I was called by our little dirt road to take a walk. It's been awhile. I'm not one to be out in the nature during the winter months. I LOVE the outdoors but I hate freezing so I'm content, most of the time to observe nature through the sliding glass doors and picture windows.
It was good today to feel the sun on my face. Though I had to strain to feel those rays, there were discernible on my skin, nonetheless. I could taste a hint of spring, green grass, dandelions, the burst of red tulips that I always promise myself I'll mark and dig up and re-plant (it's been 11 years of saying that). Under the solid, dry, stiff layer of earth, the seeds still sleep but the promise is there. I was reminded as I watched the sun fade, that I shouldn't get my hopes up that spring is near, no. Instead, I should just enjoy this gift, this moment, this.....warmth. There's no way to command it differently, nature is the ultimate navigator. We are at her mercy as well as her unsolicited gifts.
cre8tivecowgirl@gmail.comhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14458193093118636736noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-881142938535297018.post-72256256166555542142013-01-16T19:26:00.003-08:002013-01-16T19:26:43.107-08:00Weekend Plans <br/><br/><div class="separator"style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgmkYY28ii_aVpW60f3bX1P6zjOV55IS0TLzaIPDSWy0JIntZWIICOhoRafTcf7hQ_Fv4o_Xp-uwSnGW1h6O6yT0xYhUxDjAeNa5-_5rCozBFzDjePGtupDajHpGdkIeV9AkmluIgxq-0A/s640/blogger-image--129432284.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgmkYY28ii_aVpW60f3bX1P6zjOV55IS0TLzaIPDSWy0JIntZWIICOhoRafTcf7hQ_Fv4o_Xp-uwSnGW1h6O6yT0xYhUxDjAeNa5-_5rCozBFzDjePGtupDajHpGdkIeV9AkmluIgxq-0A/s640/blogger-image--129432284.jpg" /></a></div>
Here's what I am doing this weekend. I am currently NOT a mixed media artist, I don't even play one in real life, but I'd like to. I have dreams and aspirations of making a big giant mess with paints, paper, stamps, and whatever other materials appear within my craft room. I've taken a couple of fabulous classes on-line and have learned some interesting techniques. I need/want to do a trial run for the art journal classes I'll be teaching this spring. I've spent the better part of six months gathering materials (which I am excellent at) I've spent the better part of this week gathering courage to actually make that big giant mess in my neat, tidy craft room (which I am not that great at). I'm really good at cleaning, organizing, collecting and not so wonderful at execution of said projects. They're all neatly filed in my head...time to see what's actually locked inside.
cre8tivecowgirl@gmail.comhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14458193093118636736noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-881142938535297018.post-59773061205276047122013-01-05T13:04:00.001-08:002013-01-05T13:04:55.588-08:00BrrrrrrThe sun is out but wow, it is COLD. Bone chilling cold. I spent the better part of the day watching Park's team play basketball.<br />
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We are about to head home and from there I'll promptly pounce into my p.j's have some chai tea and read a bit. I could use a nap, a very long, replenishing one. My to do list is about to burst wide open and... It will wait.<br />
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Right now my focus is on pushing less and resting more, when I can!<br />
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I've had this quilt since the first year we moved into this house (circa 2001). I loved the brilliant red and white and thought it would make the perfect winter covering for the bed. I enjoyed it so much I left it on for part of the summer. When I went to remove it one day I detected a discernable fade had occurred. It made me sad. I folded it up and put it away in the bottom of the closet.
That’s been 11 years ago. Much has changed. I have changed. I’m far less a perfectionist. I now prefer that most of the items I seek, purchase or house have a “used and worn” look, with the exception of my car, computer and phone. Having three children under this room has likely paved the way for this to happen; try as I might, not much stays in good condition. Our windows, on any given day, have circles where the nerf darts hit their mark. The floors are a mix of dust and paw prints. The ceiling has various smudges due to children bouncing on the bed or jumping off the counter to show me how tall they are. I still prefer order, organization and tidiness though those standards slip often. I’m happy when I can see the color of the counter and the kitchen desk is clear. Oh it’ll fill up again, but that is always the goal, to have the countertops cleared off.
November and December went so fast this year. Instead of the usual abundance of Christmas décor, I only drug out the tree ornaments and ribbon. The stocking were hung only a few days before the 24th. I also put two velvet pillows, one read and one green on the bed. And for some reason, still unbeknownst to me, I drug out the red and white quilt. It made me smile to see it, to notice the wear and the fade. Instead of feeling sad, I felt nostalgic. The white had faded to a cream color and the reds were now various shades. My “bed jumper” exclaimed, “Wow! Mom! You got a new blanket” and commenced to jump and bounce. “Not new,” said I. “It’s been here awhile.” She’d never seen it. I’d forgotten about it completely.
Unlike the tree and decorations that were tucked back into trunks the day after Christmas, the quilt gets to stay. It’ll stay on through February and then retire in March. I see myself in this quilt. I look back and see how far I’ve come. My memories are most likely faded as well, perhaps not as sharp as they were a few years back, only picking up bits and pieces. Sometimes I can’t even remember what I did last month, let alone 5 years ago. I have come to accept the flaws in my own life's quilt, the scars, the tears, the many imperfections. These aspects are what give my life the "patina". I’m more comfortable with who I am and where I’m headed. I have a better idea of what I’m about, though I don’t feel that I have even hit my stride yet.
I'm certainly "softer" than I used to be, and like this quilt I have shiny spots and those that are faded. Spending time in the sun does that to us and yet that type of light is what I crave!
So here's to the well-worn look, faded and authentic, honoring one's patina and learning to shine though. Finding appreciation in people, situations and items that are less than perfect but oh so loved. Thanks for the insight 2012, it will be put to good use!
cre8tivecowgirl@gmail.comhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14458193093118636736noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-881142938535297018.post-57909508466206897142012-12-22T16:36:00.001-08:002012-12-22T20:54:39.817-08:00Feathers n Such<p>One of my all-time favorite decorating objects are feathers. I love them! Two good friends, Joe and Justin, keep me in steady supply. I have all kinds of craft ideas to try out but mostly I just like to scatter them about. I've had these in a glass cylinder on the coffee table but I just added blue and silver orbs so the feathers found a new home. </p>
<p>I didn't decorate much this year. I barely got the stockings up. I think the theme of simplicity may be settling in. I have some ideas around this. More soon. Steaks are on and supper is ready!</p>
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<p>I've gotten quite a number of blop posts stored in the old computer that have never made it to the posting page. I've spent the better part of the past few months keeping up with my family. The boys are both into basketball and their schedules no longer coordinate as nicely as they once did. Pake is a student manager and travels with the high school team. Parker plays with the Curtis team since there aren't enough boys from Maywood to make a team. </p>
<p>I'm going burning through the house to bring some type of order. It is a known fact that I think and feel better when my "nest" is neat. It is an ingrained trait and try as I may to ignore the chaos, I simply cannot. I'll "power clean" the upstairs and downstairs today and then retreat to my very full craftroom to put the finishing touches on packages. We've got a few more gifts to secure and then we'll begin the holiday preparations. </p>
<p>I do love this time of year though it takes some focus to really get me into the Christmas mood. I've felt like our lives are moving at mock speed and to me, this is not enjoyable. Not at all. I prefer a slower, quiet rhythm and that is not what my days have felt like. I like to savor moments within the season and really soak up the vibrations of this time of year. I'll be doing that this evening and tomorrow. Just soaking and basking in the goodness that is here. </p>
<p>Winter solstice is one of my favorite wheels of the year. I love them all but there's something magical about this time. I've always felt that way though I am a sworn lover of summer, sun and water. This is my one deviation. I'll light a simple candle, sit by the sparkling tree and tune in to the rhythms present. There is depth, stillness and presence here, all are elements I am thirsty for right now. </p>
<p>I'll be dreaming, creating and planning a new path for the coming year. My time  in the fire station has been enlightening, to say the least! I've seen things from an entirely different perspective and I'll be using that insight in the action plan I'll write up and follow in 2013. I can feel my "wings" expanding and my gypsy vibrations being activated. I'll be shaking out the backpack and prepare it as my second home. I've completed my time in the homey two earth location and now...it's time to move, explore, discover and make tracks.  I'm feeling a deep calling to spend more time with writing and art, avenues I've been missing. Good, good things on the horizon and now, time to go deep, ground and anchor so that when the wind is right.....I'll be ready to fly. </p>
cre8tivecowgirl@gmail.comhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14458193093118636736noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-881142938535297018.post-66892714852431914312012-12-19T15:14:00.001-08:002012-12-19T15:14:28.496-08:00On a cold winter's night<p><br>
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<p>I have a rare moment for a quick blog post. As usual I'm in the midst of what feels like a personal marathon (I just don't seem to be dropping jean sizes )</p>
<p>I have been bustling about today, dragging three kids along (they loved it.) Tonight I decided that it is time to bring some organization  to my art supply collection. I've been accumulating for awhile now and was quite shocked to find that ALL that I now have doesn't not fit into one bag. Not even two bags. I had to do some brainstorming and get really cre8tive, coming up with a solution to house all of my supplies in one spot. If this were the case then I could easily haul my "entertainment" anywhere and I could work at the dining room table (most convenient) or my studio (most spacious). After browsing the local antique store and finding nothing, I came home and looked around the place. BINGO! I knew I bought this vintage Samsonite for a reason. Eight years later, I know why! </p>
<p>I wanted to add that I probably shouldn't tease my daughter anymore about being a hoarder.......I may know where those tendencies arise. All I can say is at least I have a theme! At least my "collections" (sort of )match. You won't find last year's blown up fire crackers in that suitcase! Nor will you find random keys or old cell phones, bags of chips, basketball shirts, or knives (her current favorite thing to sneak away.) Don't worry, she won't use the knives she just likes to hide them from her brothers!</p>
<p>So what is your favorite organizational piece? What do you use to bring your collections under control? Please share in share in the comment section below. My Clutter  Free Living class is coming up soon, I'm always on the lookout for cre8tive solutions! </p>
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Greetings Friends, <br />
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I hope this coming fall alignment finds you ready to cozy down and relax a bit. That's the ideal aspect for me, though one look at the calendar indicates otherwise. I am taking daily steps, actions, intentions and clarification to create that much needed "downtime" whenever and sometimes wherever I can get it. Sometimes I can get away with planning a mini-retreat and sometimes I have to just scrap the plan altogether and be spontaneous (which certainly creates surprise and joy when I take advantages of these opportunities!)<br />
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One of the ways that I create "reminders" to stay connected to my creativity and passion is to display visual reminders of those ideas, aspects and items that bring me joy. I found this ADORABLE little suitcase in one of my travels this summer. It's old and fragile and PERFECT for displaying my art supplies. I truly love and almost walked away from it. <br />
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You know how you see something and you know, you JUST KNOW, that's what you've been looking for, even if you hadn't realized you were looking for it. This was the situation I encountered. I saw the "find" in a secluded corner of an eclectic store in Colorado. I knew I wanted it but I didn't know what I'd use it for. Usually I identify the "use" and then look for a supportive item. After spending May and the entire month of June, de-cluttering my space, I was pretty adamant about not bringing in anything that didn't have a preordained purpose. (Still having a hard time saying no to skirts, bags and vintage looking shoes!)<br />
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I hemmed and I hawd and wondered and scanned my brain. The only think I could come up with was that I would be sad if I didn't adopt this sweet suitcase so I turned around, walked back to the store and claimed my prize. It was probably over-priced but I didn't care. It felt right and I loved it. <br />
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It wasn't until a week or so later that I realized this was to be my "art icon" a daily reminder that would slow me down long enough to pause, smile, and play. I have several sketch pads of various sizes, markers, water colors and pens so that with only a "download" of an inspiration I can go to this spot and get it on paper. I've put in my most favorite books/magazines, Kinfolk in it. I adore the pictures and stories, they are soul-feeding and spirit-affirming. When I need a boost of any kind, this is where I head to! <br />
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This becomes my anchor in times when I get really busy too. With football games, junior high rodeos, homework, on-going projects, housekeeping, animals, chores and the myriad of other "responsibilities" I need an active arsenal of spirit-lifting activities or mini-retreats/solace finding options. I've dedicated this fall to self-exploration, discovery and re-crafting my path and purpose. I know where I am right now and I am also gathering ideas and inspirations for what I want to be "up to" next. In addition to taking a Leadership class I'm also involved in two other extraordinary experiences: intuitive painting with Flora Bowley http://braveintuitiveyou.com/e-course/ and connecting with my life path/purpose as well as AMAZING SoulSisters here http://sweetsalt.squarespace.com/soulstorm/ As yet, the journey is quite new and very fresh so both you and I may be surprised at what emerges! <br />
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In addition, I'm excited to offer a BRAND NEW course through MPCC!!!! I'll be presenting <b>Exploration through Art Journals</b> on October 1st at 6 pm at the college. I'm SUPER pumped for this one as I've been working within this area since last spring. This is a GREAT opportunity to play, explore, craft, really connect to your inner creative inspirations, ideas and rhythms. The class is geared for anyone 13 and up. Please consider joining us and do bring your paints, pencils, crayons, markers and even pictures. I'll be packing my vintage suitcase full of supplies, journals, resources, examples and other of creative offerings for you to explore. <br />
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I'm also offering <b>Clutter Free Living</b>, October 8th and <b>Healthy Habits</b> on October 29th. All classes are at 6 pm at Mid-Plains Community College. Please email, or FB message me with questions!<br />
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This is what I've been up to...how about you, what are you up to? What are you into? What themes, titles and experiences are really catching your eyes and bringing you joy and inspiration these days? I'd love to hear and please leave a comment in the space below. <br />
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And I'll do my best to be a bit more regular on here. I have SO MUCH to share :) <br />
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